The struggle is real.
Who are my demons?
That's the hard realization.
Me, myself, and I.
My desires, my wrath, my rage, my pain, my ego, my heart, my lust, all mine.
Understanding that the devil, never made me do anything. My choices were mine alone.
I chose to surrender myself to serve them.
I forged the chains and I wore them with pride.
Another demon of mine.
I sit, contemplating the ruins I created.
There is no escaping me.
Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide, no way to win.
In despair, I cry out to GOD.
Help me.
“Repent” He says.
Change your mind.
“Believe” HE says.
Believe HIM. Trust HIM.
And,
“ Love, as I love you, forgive, as I forgive you, give, as I give to you, be a living testimony of MY Grace, MY love, MY mercy.
This I command you.”
“Believe and I will save you from yourself.”
“Fear not, for I am with you always.”
“Above all, Love.”
The demons rage, they scream, they lie.
“You, you are your sins, you are fallen, You are worthless, weak, you lie to yourself… “ the accusations are endless.
A scarred hand reaches out to comfort me.
A still voice calls to me.
“ While you were a sinner, I loved you.”
Demons, are liars.
GOD, is truth.
GOD is Love,
GOD is mercy,
GOD is salvation.
YESHUA,
GOD is salvation.
ADONAI,
GOD is Lord.
Simply believe.