My Prayer

        I watch the night fade into day,

    Midnights fires bring The Dawn they say,

    Nightmares fade into the light,

    Darkness births the light of day

    I'm holding on to each word you say

Can I be more

    Than every thing that  I have done?

    Will you forgive all  those things

    I didn't do?

 Is there rest after this race is finally done?

    All these questions calling out from my heart to you...

    Will you love me or will you turn away?

    Can you forgive the prayers I didn't say?

    I'm so tired I can't lift my feet,

    Broken,  bleeding , my fate to meet,

    Cant see my way through these fears,

    I can't find the way through my tears

    As My broken pieces fall away

    I hold on to faith in what you say,

    I watch the night fade into day

    Midnights fires bring The Dawn they say,

    Nightmares fade into the light,

    Darkness births the light of day

    I'm holding on to each word you sa

    I'm so tired I can't lift my feet,

    Broken,  bleeding , my fate to meet,

    Cant see my way through these fears,

    I can't find the way through my tears

    As My broken pieces fall away

I hold on to faith in what you say

  I need you   More every day

My heart, lies broken.

The pieces, scattered,

My soul, torn, tattered,

Burnt and burning

    My rage, is blinding ,

My hands shaking,

My mind, is finding,

Unknown horrors

Unknown tears

Unknown failures

My worst fears

Nightmares

Made real

Because  I failed.

    Your word makes less of me,

    And more of you,

    Bring love out of  my hate,

    Blessings found in my mistakes,

    You are my hope,

my  strength and my faith.

I'm so tired I can't lift my feet,

    Broken,  bleeding , my fate to meet,

    Cant see my way through these fears,

    I can't find the way through my tears

    As My broken pieces fall away

I hold on to faith in what you say

    I need you   More every day

Oh my GOD  

   These things I pray,   

    Through  Laughter,  tears ,

and burning rage    

 My confusion,

my mistakes    

I need your love    

 More every day