Who am I?
No one
Nothing.
A tool to be used , broken, cast aside.
A stepping stone, broken, useless, best forgotten.
i mean,
Nothing,
Loss,
A burden,
An embarrassment
Worthless.
I am only
What I give,
Provide,
Do for others,
Of myself, a human,
i am,
Of no value,
unworthy of
love,
care,
compassion,
Should i dare desire,
Anything,
Then i am selfish
greedy, lazy,
a thief because anything i could desire is wrong, and rightfully belongs only to the worthy.
my entire purpose is to be
used, broken, thrown away.
to desire love,
Is to be a curse,
A problem,
A burden.
Should i dare to love
it means nothing
to be a curse
an affliction.
I am stupid
Incompetent
Ugly
Unlovable,
I should never have lived.
in all things,
A disappointment.
I am only to be loved in front of others
Never behind doors,
I am only worthy when bringing attention to..
You,
thanks for the life lessons,
for putting me in my place,
for caring so deeply for me.
Thanks mom.
You succeeded,
Even now, those lessons play endlessly, repeating, accusing,
Condemning me for daring to desire to be
Human.
Tools cannot feel
Tools are not people,
And i am not human ,
I am only your burden that you detest.
Wow, that’s quite deep, Donn.
Wow 🤩 just 🤩 brilliantly said felt every word the only thing anyone can control is themselves, everything else give to Yahuah!